Musing from a Mom

My Dearest John,




It seems like just yesterday your dad and I brought you home from the hospital. Since then, you've made our lives richer than we could image possible. Today is a big day for you, but also in some ways, for your dad and I as well.




Today, you begin your academic journey. I am so very excited for you! You already know so much about letters, numbers, puzzles and songs. You are such a happy and friendly boy, so I have no doubt that you will make a number of friends. In this way, I wish I could be more like you. You are such an outgoing person with little fear of what others think and I hope that you hold onto that.




I always loved going to school and learning. That's probably why I've made my career in academia. I hope that you have inherited that from me. Learning seems to come easy to you for which I am eternally grateful. However, you will find that some things won't be so easy. That's when you'll have to work harder. I've found that the harder you work for something, the more meaningful it is for you. I think this will be a lesson you will have to learn. Also, please don't be so easily frustrated. Keep going when things are tough. I remember coming across my 2nd grade report card years ago which says, "Katie gets easily frustrated." I certainly hope you don't take after me in that respect. Always remember though, there are lots of people willing to help you.




I didn't always like the people I went to school with. Kids can be nasty and I hope it will still be a number of years until you find this out. Just don't worry too much about getting in trouble that you don't stand up for yourself. Always remember that your mom and dad have your back even if the rest of the world doesn't seem to.




Please share your day with your Grandma and Papa when they pick you up, just like I used to. I still remember your Grandma taking me for my first day of Kindergarten at Fernway. She will take good care of you after school as she already does. However, I do ask that you save a part of your day to share with me as well.




I had to let you go and trust others with your care at 8 weeks old. Somehow, this is much harder for me. Letting you into a world full of people who aren't related to you gives me pause. But I know that this is best for you and that you will do it and do it well.




I love you sweet boy,


Mommy